Memory Loss.

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  • Model / Talent : Sharon chui ( B&W photos ) & Sharon Richard ( Brownie Tone )
  • Fujifilm XPRO 1 with 35mm 1.4

To my reflection I keep saying that you’re going
to come and that I know it all.
Already I’ve folded all ten of my fingers
and I try to put another day on them.

I can’t see. I have yet to hold onto one of my loves
and with fumbling hands I looked for your picture

I can’t see. I have yet to hold onto one of my loves
and with fumbling hands I look for your picture

I look for my smiling apperance that even heard the worlds I love you,
Because I have to be the same when you come back but
I can’t remember even just a bit of it…

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Over Again.

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  • Model / Talent : Tarm
  • One of submission for Costura Clothing The street story 2018

Sometimes, sometimes you don’t say goodbye once
You say goodbye over and over and over again
Over and over and over again.

It was a month since he/she passed, maybe less
And no one knew what to do, we were such a mess

But I think about what I’m supposed to do and I don’t know
Cause I think about not doing it the same way as before
And it makes me wanna puke my fucking guts out on the floor

Only my life’s work hanging in the fucking balance
And all I wanted was to get a little bit of closure
And every step I took I looked and wasn’t any closer
‘Cause sometimes when you say goodbye, yeah you say it.

You say goodbye over and over and over again.

Dedicated for my childhood buddy and beloved one,

Steward ( 1988 -2003 )

Big Chan ( 1989 – 2005 )

Ed ( 1985 – 2003 )

N.A ( 1989 – 2012 )

Gone yet not forgotten, although we are apart, your memory lives with in me, forever in my heart.